ECCEDENTESIAST

(someone who hides pain behind a smile)

Disclaimer : I'm a huge KPop fan and you will come across names and photographs of KPop idols in most of my stories (The photographs and pics are downloaded from the internet and I do not have ANY intellectual property right over them). They are my muse and inspiration in so many ways. The incidents and characters are fictional and have no resemblance to any K pop idol in any manner.

You say I have a lovely smile

Warm, welcoming

Friendly.

You say my smile

Is contagious, infectious,

Addictive.

You say my smile

Makes your day

Makes you smile as well

In your hardest times.

You say my smile

Is unique and

One in a million.

So, I smile.

You see my smile

But not my unshed tears

Not my hidden fears

Not my sad eyes.....

You see what I want you to see

You see what you want to see

You don’t see the real me....

Hiding behind my beautiful smile

Masking my pain,

Clutching with invisible hands

At my aching heart

Helplessly looking at the void,

the emptiness of my soul....

You don’t see what I hide

Behind that warm smile....